Not sure I'll be able to blame the tummy on too many pies for very long, starting to change shape lol our intention is to announce the pregnancy on Christmas Day but with still 5 weeks to go we may be answered with a few "ohhh we did wonder" comments lol.
Have been feeling a bit down this past week and I guess putting up walls to protect myself from further heartache if things go wrong again. It is hard to remain positive after having had such bad luck this year and with having prolonged spotting on and off throughout this pregnancy it is a constant worry. I have been counseled though and realise that no matter how many walls I put up to protect myself I would still be devastated if something went wrong and it is a waste of energy when I should be putting that energy into feeling positive and enjoying this precious wee bubba as much as it deserves! It has already beaten the odds to be here (ovulated from the side with no tube) and we've seen a gorgeous wee heart beat so our chances for a healthy outcome are already a lot higher.
Farmers are having a 50% off childrenswear sale tomorrow and now that J is over his virus he can go back to daycare so my intention is to go shopping! He needs some new t-shirts and I may even get some winter singlets for the new bub as it will be a lot colder in June than when Joseph was born!
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